Tuesday, January 2, 2007
Holiday was a good show!Touching and Sweet!!Freaking Touch throughtout the whole show.Almost Cried man!But i held back..Was i too sentimental?Maybe lo.
OMG OMG OMG!!!!Is too fast!I cant handle IT!!The freaking interview is this coming sat!9am at Swiss Hotel!Didn't see it coming!Is too fast for me!Anyone wanna join me?I'm alone.Imagine all the guys who are better looking then me,Those who can speak better English then me.How how?i feel so inferior compared to them.I'm freaking scared,excited,anxious and blur.God save me pls or someone will do too!!!
PROBLEMS:
- Should i cut my hair and go for the interview or just leave it as it is?Maybe might cut it if i got through the first round
- Will my following interviews clash with the BANGKOK trip if i get through the first round?
- Will my studies get affected for the next 2 months due to the selection?
- How is she gonna feel if i manage to get the job?i mean seriously?No more precious time for her?
- How do i go from there if i didn't get through?
- Wat to wear?Formal or informal?
Is coming!This sat!9 am!!How can i face it?I'm trying hard not to be scared and have lil more confidence then i use to have!
I know u have faith in me
i won let you down as i promise you,
Time is all i need for now
for you i will give my best,
May it be good or bad,
I'll still be the person whom i am.
someone please save me
-1/02/2007 05:17:00 AM-