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Friday, January 19, 2007

Mon-Networking common test
Tue-Sem pro presentation
Wed-Comms skill test
Thur-Networking test
Freaking pack for the following week.All the test and all but i manage to clear my thurs and fri with no interruption due to overseas commitment.So freaking happy that i'm going overseas with nothing to worry about.How i wish that i can go and never return.Tommorrow will the day where i drink my sorrows down and hope that Sun will never come.Thanks for everything Bro!We drink till we drop tommorrow.Promise you.

How i wish i would just leave to another world and just live there.
How i wish i can just drop everything and fark off.
Things are going to be so different now.I'm MR nice guy/prince no more or whatever you use to know.Cause being nice and all brings you shit.Too bad though.Guess thats life.Taking it for granted brings you nothing but shit.Guess you over done it.Take it or leave it.Seriously,if you cant get used to the person i'm now then too bad.I had enough!I'll do my part so to say but things will never be the same anymore.


someone please save me
-1/19/2007 01:04:00 PM-

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

i didn't why i called too.Well i think i shouldn't anymore and give you all the time in the world to think about it.I seriously hope that you did regret your actions.The feeling of being cheated is not nice at all!Well never did i once did such a thing behind you and yet you have the heart to do it!I don know why you can and well from this i can see something.

You didnt treasure a prince,someone who gives you almost everything and anything.Why would i even want to brave the scorching sun and wet night to meet you even though is just a farking pills or lunch?Have you ever thought of that?Everything that i did,why cant you see that it is just for you?And yet you still disappointed me.Not once or twice but thrice!Time and again i give you chance and hoping that you can change but you are just lying to yourself and to me.Why cant you just be ordinary like other girls.Well i choose this path myself and i guess i'm getting what i choose.But one thing for sure i didn't even think a single bit that you will cheat on me!Why Why WHY!!No one has the answer beside you!

The last words you gave me was "lets go our separate Ways".Why you Ran?For what?Look for me?Give me hug and kisses?All thoses things you have said i'm not sure which are real or fake.It is so contradicting.


I care so much and at the end you threw back the shit at me?Did i deserve all this crap?You think so?I don't even know what you are thinking and neither do you too.If you are taking all the things i've done for you for granted well i'm a fool to myself and to you.Well just put it this way.I'm a fool!Honestly i don't know how you going to begin.To start everything afresh or whatever.Its all up to you.Gone are the days where tears flow like the river.A broken heart cannot mend.It takes time.Maybe days,weeks,months or even years.Like how you trying so hard to start a new beginning and forgetting the past.M heart is only hidden somewhere in your eyes not heart cause your souls belong to him.It is where you belong.

I wish you all the best with him since you wanted to start everything afresh.I dont like the feeling of hanging on and on cause it really sucks.I don want to be second hand goods.I don like the feeling of being cheated,being lied to and everything.Memories are fading away.There's nothing more i can savage now but is all down to you cause you call the shots now not me anymore.Things will be different now and i hope you can accept it.I know you are lost without me and get used to it.I will disappeared to a far away island where no one can find me and be alone.i really wish too.Seriously you call the shots rite now cause i really cant help you anymore.I've given you everything and anything and i have nothing to give you now.

She was questioning me whether why i broke off with you and i told her it wasn't my fault and yet she wouldn't believe me.It was too unbelieveable!I really dont know what to say for now but seriously if you still love me i hope you know what to do.Hopefully your fairy tale will still continue on.The journey of your precious prince and diamond!


someone please save me
-1/17/2007 02:07:00 PM-


Time and again you didn't grab the chance.
You took it for granted!
Well forget it!
I'll neva be the last piece of jigsaw puzzle in your life anymore!
A fool i was.
How foolish was i?
I wish i can just disappeared and vanish forever...
I really do!


someone please save me
-1/17/2007 12:55:00 AM-

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Fark it!


someone please save me
-1/16/2007 02:24:00 PM-

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