This is my first proper post after a long time.Long entry ahead!!

Is been almost close to 2 months since I started my job at this advertising company as a network executive.Yah,the name sounds nice right but it doesn’t seem to be.A small company though with only me and my managing director.Lots of things to be learn since I’m new to this market.Not very new though but I’ve been through the operations and ‘on the ground’ work so roughly I know what I’m doing.The pay for the start isn’t that glamorous but along the way as I pick up the trade and secrets I hope to get pay increment.Oh, did I mention there’s commission too? Saving up to buy a car when the time is right,hopefully by next Chinese new year.Is a long wait but got to endure first.Morning rush hour is just a turn off for me,the squeezing,waiting for the next train but look at it this way,every morning there will be different people going to work(I’m talking about ladies) and each morning they are the people who motivate me to take the train & buses.OL(office lady) are my next target now.Soooo many of them take the public transport nowadays,there’s the skinny ones,tall ones,gold-fish eye,big-breast but short one and lots more.But hold on there’s a catch!All this beauties you’ve to catch them between the timing of 8am-9am and if after that you’ll still catch some of them but not as good as the early ones.Sad to say I catch the late birds only cause work starts at 10am but once in awhile I do catch the early ones too.

Life as a working adult:

Working in the office and in front of the computer is just the whole package.Once in awhile will have some appointments.Did I mention that the marketing side for (some club near Clarke quay) the girl is so cute?i guess she’s my age though but nevertheless is work so got to be professional in my line.haha..Besides that,been eating lots of good food with my MD since we don't stay in office and eat.We always go out and have our lunch.The list of good food he brought me to eat are: Avocado(mixture with coconut & sugar) juice ,chicken rice,Bak kut tei,cheap and nice porridge,nasi padang,nasi biryani and lots more..Is freaking nice and that explain why I put on weight.In life we just have to enjoy,why do we have to control our eating regime and watch what we are eating.Fark la,We live once this lifetime so just DO IT!If you want to accomplished something just do it without thinking about it but I mean sensible things la.From today onwards do what you always wanted to do and be proud about it.

After office hrs will be either home or BALACLAVA which is at Suntec.Cool place to hang out with all the office ladies will be at especially Monday night!Waiting to be pick up by one of the OL but have to see luck too and which days you are going. Not really interested to club anymore unless my request or whatever.Seems to be losing touch with the moves especially after I came back from Bangkok where the boys(You know who you are) would make me the laughing stock but it was funny though.

Anyway lots of things been happening recently and I don wish to talk about it.Get it over and done with.What has happen let bygones be bygones.Hope to catch u with my boys soon!Lots of catching up to do!

BaD BoYs For LiFe™

i don't have the courage you used to give me so that i can tell you everything that i've seen or even heard. i've probably kept them away like i kept our memories hidden and when i lay still in the night because i'm thinking of you, i'd wonder how different lives for us could be if it wasn't for one mistake.

i don't dare to miss you, but it seems so hard not to.

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the first time you included me in your races.
the first time you kissed me at the beach.
the first time our fingers locked.
the first time we went out and that expression of yours when you drank my lemon shiver.
the second time we dated and you brought me to ichiban sushi at plaza singapura.

and then when we bought our ring, how i asked you to put mine on for me.
and then you brought me to school and we had breakfast at mcdonalds.
and then we were at creative and you bought me the creative zen v mp3 player.
and then how i attempted to leave you the first time and saw you cry.
and then how we kissed and made up.
and then when christmas came, how we went around in the hyundai getz before we got our honda civic.

and how you brought me to my father's stall to visit that night.
and how you brought me back for mutton soup the next day but i couldn't eat it because of the huge ulcer.

and that time when we went down to mustafa for the christmas decorations and we ended up playing with those coloured wigs. some "A Go Go" couple you say we were.
and that trip down to suntec for my green shoe and grocery shopping in carrefour.
and that christmas celebration at tiamo and how you protected me from drunkard kwang. i wouldn't forget what you said that night, "i'm always here to protect you".

and then the trip to malaysia.
and then the date to vivocity and we finally had our carls' junior.
and then your friend called and told us about the creative zen vision M.
and then our first month anniversary.

the heeren shopping for my tube dress.
and then i almost fell but you held on to me.
and then we sat at nydc for lemon shiver and imm slam.
and then we walked to parkmall - the handicap toilet and the kublai khan mongolian international buffet restaurant.
and then the walk back to cineleisure for our movie and how you wanted to piggyback me.
and how my feet hurt and stink during the movie.
and how i watched you as you sleep in the theatre.

and how we went from shop to shop for my handphone.
and how you wanted to come down to help me with my phone issues, but fark, i blew my lover away.

you know, it was a blessing just looking at you so close. it has always been a blessing to be able to look at you in your eyes and find myself in it.

i'm stupid, because i forced myself to not fall too deeply in love with you. but i still did, knowing and unknowningly. and whether or not you believe me.

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